Random thought through sleepless nights

Well, as the title says it....just some random thoughts i decided to share......which i wrote at 4 in the morning.

Everything in life is about choices; this thought stems from my strong belief that to get something in life we have to give something up. And most of the time the thing that we have to give up is of equal importance or more than the thing we ask for….. This is inevitable. It’s cruel but true.

Choices…some good, some bad…..some out of need, some out of desperation……some out of greed, some out of sympathy………..some out of responsibility, some out of love….some from envy, some from hate………some because they are important ,some from constraints
Some to be happy, some to see someone else happy………….

Like a little boy who waits for a sunny day in the monsoon, I wait…….I wait for that day…..a day with no choices….where I am free…where I no longer need to decide…when fate takes over…… when it happens….those nights of pain shall fade away…..those memories shall be erased…..those dreams will no longer haunt me……that sweet pain will erode……..and a honest smile shall shine on the horizon.


Pain: ….how some people bear it with ease….and some break down easy…..some who can hold it in them and some who let it out in an instant……how some see it in themselves and some in others eyes….eyes who try to hide the pain from the world….but eyes don’t lie…..the physical nature of pain is it’s prettier side….but the emotional one is the demon inside….who makes u cry a river with a smile on your face ………


I pen down these thoughts with the hope of relinquishing my unfulfilled thirst for self immolation….sacred fires of heaven wont burn me down but this insatiable desire of hope may burn me to ground…lost in these dreams, I yearn for a miracle….hope is what keeps me alive…hope is the light and hope is a commodity I brand with a name….having lost the war I hope to win the battle….but I shall keep fighting till hopelessness prevails……..